The video for the latest ending in Naruto Shippuden just screams how canon Naruto and Sasuke are AND I looked up for the lyrics to the song and I swear to god, I think even the director or producer ships them. They are SO CANON even though they're not. And that hurts even more! Le sobs. Kishimoto, please make them canon. ;A;

I find it really annoying when people swear for every small damn shit. I mean, I don't mind if they swear once in awhile but to swear for every second and for everything, it just gets annoying. Like,

"Oh, I added too much salt into my food. FUCK!"
"Oh fucking hell, the toothpaste fell off the toothbrush!"
"Argh fuck! My pencil fell!"
"Fuck, I misplaced my undies!"
"Ugh fuck, my head itches"
"Fuck, there's something stuck in my teeth"

You get the point. People say fuck to almost EVERYTHING. Even the teeny tiniest things on earth. Like they say, want to make something sound more dramatic, just add the word "fuck" in it. And frankly, it just shows how everybody exaggerates the smallest problem. They just sound like drama queens. I admit, even I swear but not for every goddamn thing! =__= Le sigh...

So it's the Lunar New Year's and to be honest, I've completely lost the spirit to celebrate it. Back then, I still had a lil' bit of that spirit but now I'm just, "I don't give a fuck anymore" and I'm only 18. Imagine having to celebrate this celebration to preserve this tradition till I die and god knows when I'm going to die. I wonder how my parents' do it, doing the same old thing for almost 50 years. I'm not even 20 and I'm already bored of it. Well, I guess it's how we were brought up.

My mom is always superstitious. Coming from a Chinese family, you'll have all this weird superstitions and beliefs. I don't mind learning about them, but doesn't mean I have to apply them in life. It's our choice to believe them or not. But of course I'll remember all those beliefs and pass them down. As crazy as they can get, it's still important to preserve them. And to be honest, I don't want these beliefs to die. But I don't want them getting in the way on how I want to live my life. Like for example, the Chinese have this thing they do where they can read a person's future by their facial looks? And because of that, my mom is against me getting a facial piercing. Personally, I think it's all in our head. How can the position of my moles, or pimples or whatever shit predict my future? And then there's feng shui. Seriously? You think buying expensive stones or rocks can bring you luck? You're just being lead by some scum. They say, "You buy this crystal ball, you will be blessed with eternal luck and get lots of money". But in reality, you're losing your money because you're wasting it on useless shit like that. At the end of the day, the one making money are those scums, not you.

So yeah, it's good to preserve beliefs but don't get to caught up in them. In the end, they're only beliefs. It's your choice to believe them or not. And btw, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY. :)

Le sigh.

 If you're somebody with no ambition or purpose of life, it's really hard to find one. I don't know what I in life. I actually thought of doing business at first, but now I'm hesitating. I'm actually considering interior designing or event managing but I'm still quite hesitant about those two choices. I'm really worried that I'll pick the wrong choice and I'll live my whole life in regret. I'm really scared if that happens. My mom keeps bugging me to do fashion designing and it's starting to get on my nerves. That's her dream, not mine. Plus, if I were to be in the fashion industry, I'd rather be a personal stylist. I like dressing people up. So yeah, so many choices in life, but which one to choose? I need a sign. I'm willing to go to a fortune teller to predict my future. Lol, okay maybe not. But I'm so lost. I don't know what to do. :(

OMG

ASDFGHJKL

I just read the cutest Sasunaru fanfic evaaaa. It's so kawaii omg. I was basically squealing the whole time. To.Die.For. Here's the link X

The only downside about this story was the grammar errors. Some parts, you'll be like "The hell you typing gurl?" But if you ignore it, it's still a good story. :)

I need to let this out... 

ITACHI IS A SEX GOD.

Only he makes me feel this way. 

ASDFGHJKL. 

Nuff said. 

(U_U)

I'm considering on getting a monroe piercing. Yay! However, there's a few obstacles to go through.

1. My mom
2. My dad
3. Money

Actually, money is not really much of a problem. I've been saving up a lot lately so it's cool and my dad doesn't really care what I do so that's another thumbs up, but I still need to consult with him. It's my mom which is the hardest. She is very against piercings or tattoos. One time, I got my ear pierced on the cartilage without her knowing and she flipped. I did tell her I was planning to get one, but I didn't tell her that I already got one. I wanted to surprise her? Lol. Well, it was only on my ear, nothing too obvious so she wasn't really mad but she said if I got a naval piercing without her knowing, she'll disown me. Dramatic as always. Lol. Now, I want a monroe piercing and it's gonna take a lot to get her approval (U_U). Le sigh.