I know I don't have many friends right now what with college and shit like that, but wow, I didn't know I was that lonely. Even my friends on Steam abandoned me. I feel really butthurt about this.

The only reason why I'm taking business is because it seems like the most logical and safest thing to do.
But if I were to choose the right thing, I wouldn't have settled with that.
Because I'm too much of a coward to believe in my dreams, so this is the consequences that I have to pay.

Unhappiness.

But things will work out eventually right?
I may not be happy, but at least I'll be able to pay the bills and make sure there's always food on the table.

When having a reunion with your close friends, the whole point of it is to get to know how or what your friends are up to in life. I don't want to be spending that moment watching a movie where we have to sit down quietly and stare at a screen where random fictional characters will be telling stories of their lives. I just want all of us to sit down in a cafe, or in a restaurant, just any place where we can talk and catch up with each others life because that just seems much worth it.

Sigh..... Being in a divorced family isn't that easy huh.

Earlier I thought it'll be a drag coming home, spending some time with my family and relatives, but as days prolonged I was about to take back what I've said but nope, it's still way better living on your own. No need to worry about upsetting people, or getting hurt by your own family members. Is all cool. To say your words didn't affect me would be a lie, but hey, gotta take it in. Sorry for being a nuisance.

Oh and Happy New Years to everybody out there.

Shit people say during a test that just makes no sense at all.

I just can't understand what is wrong with these people. Like what goes on in that pea sized brains of theirs. Like Jesus Christ, I know you're nervous for an exam, that's totally cool, I'm cool with it but Christ, you seriously need a chill pill. It's like just a tiny mistake made in this test will be the cause of their death. It's like they have to make sure everything goes super well.

"Oh what's the date today?" Fucking date is written on the booklet already why are you still asking me trying to make sure you get the date right?

"Oh, do you have to use pen or pencil to answer the test?" You tell me fucktard unless you're a kindergarten student or you're just plain dumb, why not use crayons instead. While you're at it, draw some smiley faces and butterflies. That'll give you bonus marks.

"Your seat is next to mine right?" How the fuck should I know and why the fuck would I want to know who's sitting beside me? As long as I know where's my seat, fuck everything else.

"Do I need to bring a ruler to answer a multiple choice question paper that requires no calculation or measurements?" And what are you going to do with it? Measure your dick? Or the depths of your vagina?

"Do I answer all the questions in the answer booklet?" Seriously? What even.


The list of dumb questions people ask during a test just goes on and on and on. It's as if their brain is filled with so much facts from studying for the test that it just flushed out their common sense. And I can't take it. It just infuriates me how stupid of a question they ask. You are just denaturing my brain cells. Just. Get. Away. From. Me. Please. I just want to erase myself from this life, living with all this fools.

Not really a big fan of David Choi's songs but this song.... is nice.

boop

Whenever a website changes its layout and everyone is like,

"Ughhh, I hatez it."

"Get tis shit outs."

" I wantz the old one back. Boo hoo hoo. Sobz"

It's like crying over spilt milk. Boo to all you losers. True it may be a lil' frustrating at first to find the links and tabs but eventually we learn to get the hang of it. Just stop whining about it and just learn. Aren't humans good at adapting? If small changes like this gets to you, I wonder how you've been handling life. Jeez. Bunch of drama llama queens.