The only reason why I'm taking business is because it seems like the most logical and safest thing to do.
But if I were to choose the right thing, I wouldn't have settled with that.
Because I'm too much of a coward to believe in my dreams, so this is the consequences that I have to pay.

Unhappiness.

But things will work out eventually right?
I may not be happy, but at least I'll be able to pay the bills and make sure there's always food on the table.

When having a reunion with your close friends, the whole point of it is to get to know how or what your friends are up to in life. I don't want to be spending that moment watching a movie where we have to sit down quietly and stare at a screen where random fictional characters will be telling stories of their lives. I just want all of us to sit down in a cafe, or in a restaurant, just any place where we can talk and catch up with each others life because that just seems much worth it.