The only reason why I'm taking business is because it seems like the most logical and safest thing to do.
But if I were to choose the right thing, I wouldn't have settled with that.
Because I'm too much of a coward to believe in my dreams, so this is the consequences that I have to pay.

Unhappiness.

But things will work out eventually right?
I may not be happy, but at least I'll be able to pay the bills and make sure there's always food on the table.